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Lost. Chapter 4 - Australia *READ DESCRIPTION*I was still underwater so I took that as a good sign. "Ariel!" I called.
"Shh!" said a voice somewhere in the dark. "It'll hear you!"
I didn't immediately recognize the voice. "Flounder?" I whispered.
"What? No, Dory, be quiet." the voice said.
I grabbed Damon's arm, so I wouldn't lose him and whispered, "We're somewhere off the coast of Australia! In Finding Nemo!"
Suddenly a very bright light appeared, followed by very sharp teeth. "Swim!" the voice, which I now realized was Marlin, screamed.
A female, Dory obviously, screamed. We all went up thinking that was the smartest thing. "This is heavy!" Dory yelled.
I followed her voice. "Don't worry, I got this." I told her, and took what I knew was a diver's mask.
"Who are you?" she cried.
I kept swimming up, one hand in Damon's hand and one hand clutching the mask. "I'm Nicole, and this is Damon. Marlin, I know you're looking for your son Nemo, and Dory I know you're looking for him too, but you're suffering from short term memory loss."
FearDark trendles slither through
Blood red puddles
Trails of black and red leave
Scars and scrapes on a cloudy soul.
Fog blocks the mind and leaves
Words empty and fleeting
The pain- it rips through me
And dark trendles wrap around my throat
Choking me, choking me
Choking me until words don't exist
Until I forget how to breathe
And the world is just a distant memory.
Live Life TogetherForget your fear for him
He's so much more important
Keep the cop face on for him
Cuz he's just as afraid as you
Live life together and everything will work out fine
You're each other's best friend
You can be his rock
And he'll be your stone
Forget the future, live today
Together life cannot get in your way.
There's So Much FearThere's so much fear
I have no job
Just one more year and I'm out in the world.
What about college?
Do I have what it takes to be a success?
What about a home?
One more day with my parents and I'll go crazy
I need to be out on my own
I put on a brave face
I pretend I have it figured out
But oh my god there's so much fear
I'm just winging it!
But that won't get me far
There's so much fear I may start bleeding again
...we have every reason to be afraid.
ComparedThe wind can not blow hard enough
Compared to how you blow me away
The sun can not burn hot enough
Compared to how I burn with passion
The stars can not shine bright enough
Compared to how you light up my world
And the moon will never fit in the sky
Compared to the way I fit in your arms.
Lost. Chapter Three- Atlantica.The first thing I noticed was that I was underwater, but I could breathe. The second thing I noticed was that I didn't have legs. The look on Damon's face said he realized the same thing. We had mermaid tails.
"I know where we are! We're in Atlantica!" I squealed. The Little Mermaid was my number one favorite Disney movie, hands down. I looked around. "But I admit, I have no idea where we are."
Nothing looked familiar. An open patch of water, a little bit of seaweed. Then I noticed a shipwreck.
"Ariel's in there!" I explained, pointing. The second scene of the movie is in there!"
Me and Damon took five minutes to learn how to swim with our tails. "Come on, have you never seen a mermaid movie? Move your tail up and down!" I told him.
"I am going up and down!" Damon yelled back, clearly frustrated.
"Stop moving your arms!" I directed. He was trying to butterfly swim. "Just hold them down at your sides." I demonstrated and actually started to move forward. Damon followed on my path.
Lost. Chapter Two- France.We walked into a giant ballroom, thinking it was going to be a hallway. A grand staircase led in two directions upstairs. Large columns lined the perimeter, giving it an old-world look.
"Wow." Damon whispered behind me.
A girl with light brown hair and a beautiful yellow dress was spinning along the floor with a beast - a very civilized beast, dressed in a suit.
"Belle." I whispered, wanting to hug her but not wanting to intrude on her moment. "Damon, we're not in Agrabah anymore - we're in France!"
The Beast glanced up and saw us, and flew into a rage. "How did you get in my castle?" he roared.
Belle giggled and put an unafraid hand on his arm. "Calm down. These are our guests." She pulled him back and stood in front of me. "Whats your name?"
I almost fainted. "I-I-I-Im Nicole. Th-this is my boyfriend, Damon."
"Well hello. Im Belle." she smiled.
"Trust me. I know youre name. And that's the Beast - real name Prince Adam." I blushed.
The Beast roared and flew at me, getting in my face a
Lost. Chapter One- Agrabrah.I was lounging at my boyfriends house. We were watching my favorite Disney movie, The Little Mermaid.
I love all things Disney. I know more about Disney than anybody else. Disney is my whole life. My name is Nicole Ferguson. My boyfriend, Damon Singleton, isn't into it as much as me, but hes learning.
The movie was coming to a close and Damon was thoroughly confused. "I did not see Kermit The Frog once in that movie." he said.
"You wont. It goes by too fast. He's in the crowd at the beginning when King Triton makes his first debut." I explained. "Youd have to watch it frame by frame."
"Then how do you know hes there?"
"Because I know everything. I also know that Mickey Mouse, Donald Duck, and Goofy are in that same crowd."
"Youre crazy" he laughed, and kissed me.
"You wuvvles me." I told him, using our version of the word love.
"Yeah, I do." he said. "Come on, lets go to bed." and he cuddled me against his hip.
When I woke up, something was wrong. I was with Damon but we were no long
You Are AmazingYou are amazing
You are amazing
You're the blue, I'm the raspberry
Your the lamp in my living room
You're the paper, I'm the pen
You are Soks and I am Sandles
You are amazing
You are amazing
You're the pages in my book
You're the smile on my face
You're the honey, I'm the bee
You're the stripes, I'm the zebra
You are amazing
You are amazing
You're the dog, I'm the bone
You're the water in my pool
You're my other half
My better half
And you are amazing.
...Tension, is building between
our bones; cracking
these boundaries that bind
[lets not get lost in the moment
In TimeI wait:
underneath my thoughts,
through its riverbeds.
tears fall into dry banks
memories fill them.
Our Wayward Starsguide the specimen
through the maze
and through the rain
rinsing our clothes
like they're still on fire
and somewhere, well
they probably are
and you pray
like tomorrow itself
is the fuel
that empties our dark places
like what lives there
goes away at dawn
but it doesn't
and i pray
like tonight itself
is the dark
that fuels our light
like what lives in each
feeds the ugly other
and it might
but, we're all prey
and the dream itself
is the place where
our chemical flames
hit the surface
flailing as we sink
in panicked clothes
from a distance
we must look like
lost, accepting the
drowning slow burn
of our descent
we look like what we are
Love's FearHe holds her,
maybe he is ready
to talk about love.
He takes a breath.
She takes a breath.
She is not ready for love,
her heart is cold;
left from a frozen wasteland of a childhood,
she can not receive his love.
He takes another breath,
maybe its not the right time,
He noticed she was upset,
the scars on her arms left a trail
to her heart.
He is unsure.
She is unsure.
Maybe love is possible,
a hug can go a long way in life
thawing ones insides.
Chewing the half moons of his fingers.
Chewing the half ways of her fingers.
He sighs, ready to take the big step,
lightly taps her on the shoulder;
he is now ready he thinks.
He opens his mouth to speak.
She opens her mouth to speak.
I bet she smells of laurel and pineI've made a career of
standing on the back porch -
calling your name into
the wide-open ears of
You step from the house
to beckon me inside
but I swear a piece of you
is missing; escaped
into wilder arms years ago.
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I wear the dream snare like a chain.
The willow hoop filled with spider thread,
sway loose as the aves feathers
and the spun yarn traps the fallen.
I tread subconsciousness
like salmon swim
in the falls of Williamette.
And watch the net
take hold of chimera,
a phantasm of phenomena
as I greet the cousin of death
with a firm shake of the hand
and respectful grin.
But wisps of spirits tempestuous
reverberate throughout the lace,
as the new day slowly begins to take shape.
Light returns to Earth as my eyes open.
Conceptions' theories last so long
before absoluteness' presence grabs hold.
I'd rather immerse myself in abstractions.
Big BadI wanted to conquer the whole world, but
all I got was a dark room
and a fistful of dimes.
I remember being sixteen, an
American Spirit burning near my lips,
head out the passenger window
as we sped on like triumph...
You can laugh at the stars
for being so far
away, and it won't cost you
You can blow ash on the grass
and burn holes in the sole
of your shoes,
and it won't cost you
anything but time.
It was those nights
with the cigarettes
and the stars, there was
no promise in it,
no hope either. A big joke
we can all point at, we can
tilt the bottle and laugh.
The yellow half moon
half smiled with us.
The sun those nights
held its head with us.
Life without promise,
one big bad joke
and we were
the god damn punchline.
Mirror MirrorMirror Mirror
Show my face
You're a disgrace
Who is this girl
Up on the wall
She can't be me
'Cause she can fall
She can hurt
She can cry
She can't sing
She cannot fly
Where's the truth
You're so uncouth
To pass me off
As being her
Seeing her now
Is pure torture
For I can never
Be that vile
The thought fills
My mouth with bile
Is it true
If it is I
Had no clue
Now I know
I want to be
The girl I see
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