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Sometimes

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Sometimes I wanna climb onto a really high building and jump
Sometimes I wanna take a gun and shoot my brains out
Sometimes I wanna take a handful of pills
Sometimes I wanna slice my wrists open
Sometimes I wanna jump in front of a car, truck, train, or bus
Sometimes I wanna die

Sometimes I'm so stressed out I cant think
Sometimes I'm so alone because no one is around to help me
Sometimes I feel so useless, so helpless, so stupid
Sometimes I don't want to look in a mirror
Sometimes I just want to cry in my bed
Sometimes I never wanna wake up
Poem #366

Im so tired of being stressed out. I finally got a grip on this college thing, and now im getting laid off of work. And Im so fucking stupid, i can't figure out how to navigate websites to apply for a job, I can't figure out how to make a resume, I can't do anything without help and I hate it, but its not like its something i can change and no one is around to help me and Im just so emotionally tired and drained I just never wanna wake up. 

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ShihSnTz's avatar
Hey there, sorry to hear it's getting to you like this. If you'd like I can show you an example of my resume that you can copy off of.